what would I miss?

If I had to go for hiding for years I would miss the sunshine. If I would be hiding not be able to go outside I would feel that Iam in prison without going outside. In prison they will let you go outside and exercise. I would also miss my family because I know I won't be able to be with them. Also food, I know I won't be able to eat whatever I want. Listing to music I would miss because I won't be able to listen to music loud. My computer is another thing I will miss because I won't be able to send e-mails to my friends and family. If my family wouldn't be with me hiding I would miss them so much. If my daughter wouldn't be able to be with me I'll die. Not knowing anything about her and not seeing her grow it will really hurd.